Only True Mother Can Hold the Weight of the World / The Daughter Has Come

Dear Dr. Chang,

My name is Anzela Tamanova and I am a first-generation member from Latvia. Your email was given to me by a sister, KK, who attended a 21-day European Spiritual Growth workshop in Korea. She mentioned that you are collecting dreams and visions that members have had about True Mother (Holy Mother Han). I have had several dreams involving True Mother (Holy Mother Han) and True Father, but two in particular helped me understand more deeply who True Mother (Holy Mother Han) is.

Dream: "Only True Mother Can Hold the Weight of the World"

My first dream happened about seven years ago. I was walking on a road when I saw True Mother (Holy Mother Han) holding the world on her back. She was bent low, sweat pouring down her face, her knees shaking. I started running toward her to help, but someone grabbed me from behind and stopped me. When I turned around, it was True Father. He looked at me and said: "You wouldn't last even 3 seconds. Only True Mother can hold the weight of the world."

When I woke up, I was crying. I realized that my spiritual foundation was so small that I could not give True Mother (Holy Mother Han) even 3 seconds of rest. I will never forget how exhausted she looked, and from that day I have strived to become someone who can one day help True Mother (Holy Mother Han) rest.

Spiritual Experience: "The Daughter Has Come"

My second experience happened more recently, on September 6th. Throughout that summer I had been asking God why True Mother (Holy Mother Han) calls herself the Only Begotten Daughter — I didn't fully understand why it was so significant — and I asked Heavenly Parent to help me understand through the spirit world.

One day at work, while I was cleaning the floor, I suddenly heard voices all around me, even though I was completely alone. The voices sounded excited and joyful, and they spoke in an old, reverent manner: "Did you hear the good news? The Daughter has been given to us. The Daughter has come! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!"

The joy and celebration I felt were so overwhelming that I began to cry. For the next two hours I wept from happiness — I wanted to dance, I couldn't work — because I felt that the most important event in history had taken place. In that moment I understood: this is how Heaven greeted True Mother's (Holy Mother Han's) birth, just as Heaven celebrated the coming of Jesus. The Only Begotten Daughter had finally come to earth.

From that one experience I grasped the tremendous value of True Mother (Holy Mother Han) — a person prepared by Heaven, a direct embodiment of Heavenly Parent on earth. Just as Jesus was born the King of Kings, True Mother (Holy Mother Han) was born the Queen of Queens. My heart broke to realize how much she had suffered when she should have been proclaimed and praised every day of her life. I could not raise my eyes to Heaven. But from that moment I committed myself to pray, protect, and witness to the most precious gift of God — our True Mother (Holy Mother Han), the Only Begotten Daughter.

Submitted by Anzela Tamanova, Latvia