
Yeunhee Chang
PhD in Theology
When I had this dream, I was in a state of negativity and judgment. My anger and righteous indignation had taken over my spirit. In my dream, I found myself walking through a corridor, frantically searching for Holy Mother Han. She had been with me earlier, and I was afraid she had left.
I ran into a room with high glass walls covered in climbing flowerpots reaching the ceiling. There I found Holy Mother Han watering the plants. Standing at a distance, I felt relieved to see her. She wore a flowing black velvet nightgown that reached the floor, adorned with delicate yellow flowers. Her back was turned to me as she prepared tea. I watched as she carried the teapot and cup to a small round. I was so happy to find out that the very person she would have tea with was my husband. They sat together and engaged in conversation while I observed them quietly.
In the week following this dream, whenever anxiety and overwhelming emotions surfaced, my husband would speak words that brought peace to my spirit. I felt Holy Mother Han's presence working through him; she as the Holy Spirit was speaking through his words. Though I didn't share these feelings with him at the time, I felt immense gratitude for his comforting words and developed a deeper appreciation for his care towards me.
The dream helped me realize that my negative attitude had created a barrier, preventing me from feeling Holy Mother Han, the Holy Spirit's love and guidance during my difficult time. Instead, she reached me through my husband, who consistently maintained a positive outlook on life. His incredibly comforting words helped me understand the importance of maintaining a more positive mind despite the hardships I faced.