Holy Mother Han's Proud Smile

I had a dream that I was in a light pinkish bedroom with a half crescent moon window. Holy Mother Han was lying in her bed. I was in her bedroom and helped her sit up in her wheel chair. Her faced looked as if she was in her mid to late 30’s but her body looked like when she was in her 80’s. She had a slightly hunched back and her body looked tired. My father happened to be in the room, and he was standing next to the bed holding my completed dissertation and reading it to her with a loud voice. Holy Mother Han was so happy and pleased that I remember her gleaming smile. But I noticed her feet. I bent over and started to masaage it when I noticed the incredibly huge bunion on the side of her large toe. It looked like a large triangle. I thought how painful her feet must be. I looked up and she was gleaming with joy, love and happiness. She then congratulated me on my hard work but all I could think about was her swollen legs and painful looking feet.

I also noticed something else. Which were her callosed feet. They were extremely dry, and yellow and I wondered why her feet looked like this. I felt as though she had not been taken well care of although many were in her attendance. But when I looked up, she only had love in her face for me.