True Mother in the Wild Forest

True Mother in the Wild Forest

There is a dark and wild forest—full of thick branches, untamed trees, and sharp stones scattered along the path. It feels endless, like a giant maze that’s hard to escape. The deeper you go, the harder it is to find your way out. In the middle of this forest, True Mother walks. She wears a Korean hanbok and moves with quiet determination. She knows the path well—she’s been through it many times before. She understands where the dangers are, which turns are safe.

Even though her face looks calm, I can sense she’s tired. Not just physically, but deep in her heart. She is worried about her children. Again and again, she runs through this difficult forest trying to find them, lead them, and save them. She calls out, “Don’t follow me from far away! Stay close to me! You need to see every step I take.” She knows that only by walking beside her can people truly stay safe.

Behind her, many people are following. Some are trying hard to step where she steps, but most are wandering around, unsure or stubborn. Many think they know a better way. They believe they can still follow her, but on their own terms. Some doubt her—asking why she’s not walking in a straight line or why she keeps changing direction. What they don’t see is that each turn she makes is for a reason.

Because they’re not walking close to her, many people get hurt. Some trip over stones, some get hit by branches, and some get completely lost. A few sit down and cry. Others start blaming True Mother, saying she led them the wrong way. But the truth is, it was their pride, selfishness, and lack of faith that caused them to fall behind.

Still, True Mother doesn’t give up. She doesn’t get angry or leave them behind. Instead, she runs back into the forest over and over again. She finds each lost child, wipes their tears, heals their wounds, puts their clothes back on, and helps them stand up. Then she tries once more to bring them with her. She does this thousands of times, without thinking of her own pain. Her legs are swollen, her body aches, but she doesn’t stop. Her heart is fully focused on saving her children.

Every step she takes, every change in direction, has a purpose. The path she walks isn’t always easy, but it’s the best one—from God’s point of view. Even when she changes how we pray, or leads us down a new spiritual direction like Chambumo-nim, it’s all part of the path of salvation. She is doing everything she can to lead us out of the darkness.

But we have to do our part too. We can’t follow from a distance or rely on our own way. We must walk beside her, trust her, and watch her every move. Only then can we make it out of the forest, together

True Mother: Washing Our Sins and Giving New Life

There was a place where the ground was dry and cracked, and the trees were burned by fire. It was a sad and empty land. In the middle of this village, I saw True Mother sitting quietly in front of a large Korean wooden bowl. She was praying deeply for all her children. Her tears filled the big bowl and kept flowing. I could feel her heart. She promised to cry until she could wash every sick person on earth. Even when her eyes became swollen and red, even when it hurt to cry, even when she had no more tears left, she still kept going.The people of the village were sick. Their skin was covered with sores, ulcers, and red spots. Some had leprosy. Even though they were very sick, they acted like everything was normal and just went on with their everyday lives.True Mother began to call them to come and be washed. Some people listened and came to her. Others ignored her. Those who came had their sick skin washed with Mother’s tears. She washed them carefully and lovingly, and slowly their wounds started to heal. Their skin began to recover.But the healing was not finished yet. Many still had scars and marks. True Mother told them that if they wanted to be completely healed, they had to wash themselves regularly. It was now their responsibility to keep clean and stay healthy.Some listened to her and took good care of themselves. They lived healthy lives and had healthy children. Others ignored her advice, and their sickness came back. They ran back to Mother again, asking for more healing.Even though many people came to True Mother to be healed, not many stayed to check if she needed anything. Those who were healed often forgot about her once they felt better .

When we receive grace, we should not just return to our old ways. We should live with the same heart we had when we received that grace. We must remember where our blessings come from, and live with gratitude, love, and responsibility.

Conversation with Omonim

The whole experience happened during evening CY on Sunday, September 1st.

Right before CY I was in CSW praying to understand TMs heart more.

Omma I want to know more about your heart, can you share it with me ?

Are you sure? Words carry responsibility.

Yes omma, I want to understand you more and resonate with you

Truth carries responsibility. Are you able to take it ? There were so many times when you asked heaven to help you live a normal life.

After hearing True Mother's voice, I couldn’t deny what she said. There were countless times when I asked Heavenly Parent to let me live an easy life outside the front line of providence. Even after two years of mission in America, I wasn’t sure if I could live a public life for God. Not having any arguments, I became silent, I could only hear people around me clapping.

After a while, TM spoke again. Maja, Maja, do you remember when I said ? “That’s why I said that it was like searching for a tiny needle in the middle of the sandstorm in a desert where you couldn’t even open your eyes. You’ve heard me say this, haven’t you? Who is that needle ? It is the child who can become one with TM, the only-begotten daughter“. I didn’t mean just you, children around the world, it was also a time when I searched for needles in my own family. Who was the tiny needle? Who were the children who were supposed to become one with Wang Omma? Not all my children fully understood the essence of me, The Only Begotten Daughter. Not all of them could unite with Wang Omma.

The reason I told you “words carry responsibility” is because people want to know a lot, but there’s almost no one who’s willing to take responsibility for the truth they hear. Looking for the needle in the sandstorm is like looking for the people who can respond to me. Even if people are looking for the truth, not many take action and work with me. That’s why I’m asking you again -“ words carry responsibility”, are you able to take it ? Are you ready to receive my heart?

You wanted to understand my heart, didn’t you? I felt heartbroken to see my children so ignorant to the truth, and this pain continued for many years. There were some needles that found me but had to go to the spiritual world too. You know who I am talking about, don’t you. My beloved 2 sons who dedicated their entire lives for their parents. I have 14 children and all of them went different directions, I felt sorry for not being able to protect them enough. Just like all the parents I thought that I haven’t done enough for them but at the same time I knew they had their portion of responsibility too. You cannot resolve resentment with anger. Maja, please don’t judge them, everyone has a different course and their course isn’t supposed to be judged by you. I didn’t mention my children just because but in order to understand a mother's heart, you need to see her children and her love for them